Assalammaualaikum.....
it have been a long time since the last updated entry, Aza was kind of busy as my pak long had just passed away and i'm taking over his duty of taking care my mak long and nenek...although i felt very tired but i love to do it as one day i will be old,and i do want my children and grandchildren to appreciate me... because i always remembered the proverb," what u give, u get back"....may Allah will always be with me to endure all the hardships....aminnn... :)
Actually,for this entry Aza wants to share about the rezeki that Allah gave me and it was unpredictable... After 5 days of my pak long passed away,suddenly masa Aza tengah solat zohor,rakaat terakhir, my brother berlari-lari ke dalam bilik sembahyang ,"kak long, kak long, kawan kau telefonla,cepatla "... usai salam," knapa ni dik, kak long tgh smbhygkan?...sape call"... adik aza kata, "tak tau "..aza amik fon dri tgn die, " hello, assalammualaikum, sape nie? tibe2, dgr suara org yang Aza rindu gila " waalaikummusalam, Aza, ni Mummy nie, Aza free x jom pergi Merbok"....borak2 dgn Mummy, and dipendekkan cerite Aza pun pergila selepas dapat izin Abah ngan Mak....
sebenarnya, Aza memang nak join program kat merbok nie sbg team icc,jadi faci..tapi xdpt sbb x attend meeting...so, ble mummy ajak memang happy sgt2, mcm x sangka.... jadi Azapun pergila ke MRSM Merbok untuk buat presentation ttg pglmn kat NZ... lepas present, tbe2, kwn faci tanya, nak jadi faci x? Aza apalagi, grab the chancela...takkanla nak buang masa...hikhik...
Aza ke merbok naik bas mrsm jb as mummy is the caunselor there, tibe2 mse berhenti kat r&r senawang, bas isi minyak, seorang student tgb with niqab, mntak kebenaran untuk qasar solat zohor, sedangkan orang lain....mse tu Aza, bisik dalam hati..wow, subhanallah.....bagusnya adik nie,,,aza pun tertanya2... bukankah pelajar sekolah tak bole berniqab dn berpurdah, so Aza pun tanya mummy, mummy pun tak pasti...
jadi curiousity dalam diri Aza tu dibiarkan bersarang dalam hati and i talk to my innerself, i must talk to her, tiba2, Allah takdirkan Aza untuk jadi faci group die...subhanallah...ok, Aza cari masa sesuai untuk approach die, and the time did come...it was during the charity programme kat rumah2 anak yatim... Aza, tengah berbual dengan Una,my adik angkat kat mrsm, suddenly she came and join us... Aza,pun tanya, bole ke pakai niqab kat maktab sbb setahu akak, pelajar xbole (nada lembut)..die jawab, mse pembelajaran die x pakai sbb untuk mmudahkan sesi tersebut, tapi dia akan berniqab semasa prep dan diluar waktu pembelajaran....she came from sarawak, she has family with different religious views, her mother's family is Islam but his father's family is christianist.. so, die xkan berniqab semasa dgn family sbb nak jaga hbgn dgn keluarga yang christian...then,suddenly she talked about IKRAM...satu organisasi yang giat menjalankan aktiviti dakwah...Aza excited gle sbb Aza pernah dengar tapi tak tahu....
semalam, masa perjalanan balik,she told me about her life before,how she got the hidayah, how she tried to learn islam deeply...subhanallah....Aza felt very great to hear that..Aza shared with her about the story of muallaf that i've met and also read about their life in a book, "akhirnya ku temui cinta-Mu"... she told me more about IKRAM,because Aza did interested in it, she suggested me to join IKRAM teens, and she willingly wants to help Aza on joining IKRAM...Alhamdullilah, ya Allah, atas rezeki tak terduga yang Kau berikan,perjumpaan yang sungguh bermakna ini, bertambah ilmuku, mendidik diriku untuk menjadi seorang muslimah hebat in shaa Allah...ukhuwah antara kawan-kawan terjalin, makin rapat jadinya....
ya Allah,moga rahmat-Mu mengiringi diriku dalam mencari hidayah-Mu,menjadi hamba-Mu yang diredhai ...sesetengah manusia,bila ditanya, "bilakah mahu tutup aurat?"kata mereka" tunggulah hidayah".. senang jawapannya sedangkan hidayah perlu dicari bukan hanya duduk ,tanpa usaha...one of the way to get the hidayah is through qiamulail...banyak kelebihan Qiamulail dan Allah berfirman dalam surah Al-Israq, ayat 79, "Dan bangunlah pada sebahagian dari waktu malam serta
kerjakanlah "sembahyang tahajjud" padanya, sebagai sembahyang
tambahan bagimu; semoga Tuhanmu membangkit dan menempatkanmu pada
hari akhirat di tempat yang terpuji."... in shaa Allah, wallahualam,...moga2,kita menjadi hamba-Nya yang beruntung dan terpilih untuk berada di tempat yang terpuji di akhirat kelak..in shaa Allah
"Terima Kasih Allah,atas pertemuan yang Kau aturkan ini"